Super Junior #SS5 in Manila

I'm so stressed right now, that moment when you know that your favorite group is in your country but you can't do anything since you aren't able to attend the concert. OMFG!! SRSLY!! I'm literally dying with too much sadness here. OMO! also,It's Heechul's FREAKING comeback after 2 years in the military!! Guys, please cheer me up. Even looking at my SUJU poster makes me cry!!! why why why?!! why does, kpop rep, SS5 Manila and Infinite OGS are only a month from each other!! why why why?!!! I was able to go to Kpop Rep, and am going to OGS on nov. that's why I can;t go to SS5 today T^T I'll just cry myself to sleep now... ppyeOng.